i dont think u understand.

i dont think u can.

a limitation that is embedded within the mind of man.

life feels unending. it unravels in my hands.

something i want to control but i never get to stand.

or stop. the flow of everything around me all the time.

the sound of silence is something that i would like to mind.

incapable. the fact is that it never stops.

i can never take a break. i can never end my thoughts.

everything i ever done could just be for naught.

i dont want to be nothing. that is what causes me shock.

good or bad is that something that i am.

sometimes i wish that everyone would scram.

i dont think they realize how much i wanna die,

how much i wanna live

and how much i wanna cry.

paint on the wall with all of my blood, that will refuse to stay within my body for once.

tears and sweat, that is what they say.

my blood is only here for u to see my pain.

i cant control what happens to me sometimes.

but i control the actions and thoughts within my mind.

the consequences that u never expected in fate.

some of us that are only filled with hate.

the sum of that will decide it for u anyway.

the people that don’t understand what they do is wrong,

or do it anyway because they already know they’re strong.

those that overpower those that are weak,

the might and power of those who make us shriek.

dont want others to suffer the way i have.

i wish i could do more than just watch the lot of it now.