i dont think u understand.

i dont think u can.

a limitation that is embedded within the mind of man.

life feels unending. it unravels in my hands.

something i want to control but i never get to stand.

or stop. the flow of everything around me all the time.

the sound of silence is something that i would like to mind.

incapable. the fact is that it never stops.

i can never take a break. i can never end my thoughts.

everything i ever done could just be for naught.

i dont want to be nothing. that is what causes me shock.

good or bad is that something that i am.

sometimes i wish that everyone would scram.

i dont think they realize how much i wanna die,

how much i wanna live

and how much i wanna cry.

paint on the wall with all of my blood, that will refuse to stay within my body for once.

tears and sweat, that is what they say.

my blood is only here for u to see my pain.

i cant control what happens to me sometimes.

but i control the actions and thoughts within my mind.

the consequences that u never expected in fate.

some of us that are only filled with hate.

the sum of that will decide it for u anyway.

the people that don’t understand what they do is wrong,

or do it anyway because they already know they’re strong.

those that overpower those that are weak,

the might and power of those who make us shriek.

dont want others to suffer the way i have.

i wish i could do more than just watch the lot of it now.

Drippin' gold inside my DNA Power shows in my DNA.

Power shows in my DNA.

https://link.tubi.tv/e7PKxUbiOyb

yo so basically saw this shit in his discography and fr i really thug with it tbh tbh

yo.... we on it.

I don’t know how else to word this but I want to make a massive jump in quality in start releasing more stuff. To be honest I’m pretty unhappy with how primitive and amateur looking my art has been for this long despite at least having been in the game for years, even if it was on and off. The WIP above is just a new art style I’ve been developing and I really enjoy how it’s starting to come out. One thing I may have to focus on is anatomy though. I hope I can actually start improving at a steady rate as I really feel my skills have been ultra stagnant throughout all these years despite all the time I’ve had to become better. I am also sorta involved with that dandy Transformers collab that @CrockettDK is hosting, so definitely expect something from me when that releases (hopefully lmao.) Anyways for the most part I want be releasing more stuff and improving, hopefully that plan doesn’t fall through.

I have a character line up for a project i could be working on, idk i hope they look okay

I be out here, stuff in the works. starting tradeschool soon and got my pc recently so ill be working on what i can. ill try making a roadmap of possible goals in the future but right now definitely interested in animation (probably using blender mayhaps) and some game dev stuff (in godot i think,) other than that i do art in general, just silly cartoon style shit like the wip shown below. im also working on a certain colab with @aluminumbubblewrap and @john-lampman so keep a look out for that. have a good one my mfers 😉